Thursday, October 18, 2007

What on earth did I pray for?

I finally watched Evans Almighty last night. Had been wanting to watch it long ago, but the movie can't be uploaded until yesterday. In the movie, Evans was a newly appointed politician who wanted to change the world. Because of his prayer to God to help him change the world, God told Evans to build an Ark just like what Noah did. Initially, Evans wife thought that he was too stressed out and walked out on him. This was then that God appeared to her and reminded her of her prayer of wanting the family to be closer. God told her that if she asked for patience, it's impossible to give her patience, instead, He'll give her OPPORTUNITIES for her to build patience. So she asked for her family to be closer, God therefore gave her an opportunity to stand by the side of her husband and build a closer bond with him. Which she did and it was a happy ending.

Anyway, it caused me to think: "What on earth did I pray for at the beginning of the year 2007? Why did I go through what I went through for the past 10 months? I seriously have no idea. I thought my blog would give me a better idea. BUT I'm SURPRISED! I didn't blog anything from January to June!!! What happened to me??!!! Anyway, every year just seemed to get tougher and tougher. This year was the worst year I ever had and I pray that it'll never get any worser than this. It's the 1st time I did many things which I never thought I would do. To my horror, I actually did them, wrong.

I pray that I'll slowly uncover the mystery behind all that I'm experiencing. I know that God is good, He will never put me through anything that is too hard to bear.

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